Hello live journal!!

its the end of another year and i feel disappointed. i feel like i should be way different then i was last year or the beginning of this year. not sure why and then again i guess someone never really notices themselves change. but i feel like somethings missing its hard to discribe i guess. i feel like i should ve accomplished more this year ( Read more... )

first of all hdtvs suck. its too bright and annoying but eh ( Read more... )

finally got the probe running and i feel kinda sexy drivin it!! it needs a paint job though. but still awsome, we shall see how it works out ( Read more... )

to give him the power to hurt me again to start caring so much that every little thing he does or doesnt do hurts me or make me upset. i know it would be easier to just forget him. to push him out of my life and not think about him, lol like i dont think about him everyday as is, or rather to think about him less and less. to know that he is not ( Read more... )

i dont like giving people the power hurt me. whether they know they have it or not. its not worth it to go through all the doubts and things that run through my head at every thing they do and say or dont do or say. as always i over think and sometimes well most times my way of thinking is wrong but every now and then its right and hate it when ( Read more... )